Do I have sweet bro time with my two best friends or pick up my girlfriend and mate with her?

Fuck bros before hoes. I want my dick sucked.

It's cool.
We're gonna take them to our new apartment (I have the keys since Wednesday, have I told you?) and show them around.
They've brought us a big-ass plasma TV so I'm happy that they're here, haha.
no, seriously, they are very nice people. I just don't like vistors in general, you know, being involved in conversations and such.

^ i don't mind visitors as long as i know they are coming, and i have some kind of control over when they leave.. (either that or i go to bed and they make their own way out. ) unannounced visitors though, can gtfo.

but right now.. Lack of sleep!

That's apparently my IQ also. Weird.

names

whats bothering me now? stupid youtube comment posters who seem hell bent on calling someone names and sending abusive comments even tho what you said is 100% true. ive just been called a prick for saying why the 1955 le mans 24 hr race wsnt stopped and the guy called me an insufferable arsehole who has no respect for human life!!! all i said was the race wasnt stopped as it would have blocked the access roads to the hospital aand seems to think now im a nazi...stupid guy!

also this damn fucking headache, i dont get headaches and i have a mother of one since i woke up this morning. christ! i need a holiday!

phoenix keeps making me cry.


pm professor simulated stereo IMO.

the thing about youtube is it doesnt matter what the video is about, someone will ALWAYS bring up the Holocaust or 9/11

Are you joking, or serious? I've been getting a fair bit of social anxiety lately and the worst thing about it is that I keep worrying that it's a fault that I'm not good at making conversation. That it's just not acceptable to be bad like that.

Oh, congrats on the new apartment!

^^^ I'm the same way. I'm terrible at coversations. at least, I am if I don't know you.

it's because, as a rule, most people fucking suck. you, dear alteredcourse, do not.

Thank you, even though it's easy to say in computerworld. I do feel better. It IS because most people suck, and I cant admit that. I hate people sometimes, I really do. It makes me believe that perhaps I see the world in black and white, that people are divided into those that I think will hurt me or that I have no use for, and people that I will hurt because theyre terrible so I will treat them horribly or because I'll actually really like them a lot, but end up fucking it up by getting out of the situation before things get "real" (too far).

just because something is easy to say, does not mean that I'm actually apt to say it. my hatred of humans is such that I will NEVER give them unwarranted accolades. ever.

after about 10+ years on the net, I've learned that "they" are not worth devoting energy toward. making friends on the net is a pointless task. people disappear too fast. and because I don't have the extra mental energy to make small talk, I try to stick with nonsense.

typically, on the board, I enjoy clearing my brain and posting the first fucking thing that pops in. sometimes it's trash, others, it's gold (I blame Edgar Cayce). but it's only the rare occasion that I care to post anything more that.

that said, if interested, I can talk for fucking days and days.

I'm not sure what too far means.


and, seriously, it's not your fault that other people are idiots. there are maybe 5 people on this board that never post idiotic shit. you're one of them.

I know someone who is in two minds over whether he should teach English in Japan.

I can't imagine who the other three are.

I am serious. How does your social anxiety work and to what extent does it affect you? Give me some more structured info, use PM if you want.

And on a serious note, if someone who posted their own cock for hono(u)r doesn't make every top 5 list going, then I'll never trust a list again.

If you taught English in a Far Eastern country, yeah.

Maybe you can tell me the politically correct way I should've worded my sentence.