:D "Alice was a Drag Queen, Bowies somewhere in between, me I'm just trying to stay clean."

I need to set some priorities in life. There are so many people I've wasted much time, energy and even emotions on. I have to try to get to see the people that legitimately make me happy more. Much is changing, time's not very kind to consistency. Doesn't matter, I'll take the tide as it turns. It's late and the few beers I had plus my sleep deprivation might factor into this urge to document my ramblings. Whatever, fuck it. Have a nice start into a brand new year, everyone!

i'm DONE with two out of 3 roommates.

going sober you learn how much people hate you for it, particularly those sliding into addiction who see you refuse to join them.

the other roommate is a spoilt rich manchild and he will either hire a maid or learn exactly why his inability to clean is a disaster the moment he finally moves out.

i am doing extra work to avoid this idiot breaking essential everyday stuff like showers and washing machines and the electricity because he doesn't care. typical spoilt rich cunt with utter contempt for everyone who can't afford to live as wastefully as he does. flies into rage or mild dissociative identity disorder the moment he is faced with the responsibility of how he lives and how it effects others.

the other cunt wants to have a DEBATE about it every single time i remind someone to stop breaking things.

ONLY RICH CUNTS behave like this and they are genuinely shell shocked as being treated like everyone else. they HATE the reality of poor peoples lives and HATE poor people for being poor and are so utterly convinced of their moral virtue.

i am DONE with these people. from now on all interaction is minimal and essential.

i am DONE with being ridiculed, insulted and getting aggression.

Yeah roommates suck,especially spoiled wankers

Yes! "Dude, TV is worse for your brain than drugs. Chill out." I heard that once when I was trying to clean up my act.

my cat took a selfie.

I want this.

I've spent the past two days with my mom at St. Luke's in Houston. Main reason for hospitialjzation is extremely high white blood cell count. Last Monday, her level was 32,000. Yesterday, it was 43.900. Leukemia, lymphoma and lung cancer were the terms being used. However, due to her white cells being so high, parasites are now being considered. More test are scheduled for today/tomorrow.

Tonight, I'm taking some time for myself to go see, LOW.

^same thing happened to my girlfriend. it just turns out her levels are off. she has to go to take some vitamins intravenously every so often. Though she's made changes to her diet. she take normal vitamins. her body does not take them. hope it comes up as nothign serious.

Jesus shit Bytor. Hope that everything works out.

my hometown in Maine...

Neighbors had long wondered whether something might have happened to the woman with the distinctive, wild red hair who lived alone in a tidy white mobile home not far off Route 109.
What no one knew until Friday was that she had been dead for as long as 2½ years.
Mail had been piling up for so long that the post office began returning it to senders. Property taxes went unpaid to the point where a lien had been placed on the home and foreclosure proceedings were imminent. Neighbors who knocked on the door never got an answer.
Although Wells police went to McNulty’s mobile home on Atkins Lane several times to conduct welfare checks, it wasn’t until Friday that they finally entered and found her body in the bedroom.
“It is a sad situation,” Wells police Lt. Gerald Congdon said Wednesday. “She was the type of person to always have her shades down and her curtains drawn. She was very much a loner.”


http://www.pressherald.com/2016/01/1...r-2-years-ago/

Thanks guys......she underwent a bronchoscopy yesterday and biopsied her lungs and lymph nodes in her chest. Pending results will determine next course of action. I hated leaving her, but with no scheduled procedures for the next few days, I needed to return home to help gear up for Valentines week.

wait....so this is from 1955?

It's lung cancer......

shit

Damn, Bytor..virtual hugs, I just hope things will go in the best way possible (I'm not one for prayers and good vibes, but hope is something...).

Bytor ... I'm so sorry :(
I also hope that everything will be allright again eventually.

Hope is everything and prayers are free and can't hurt.

Under the circumstances, things are better than expected. Her brain scan was clean, same for the scan of her bones and no blood clots in her lungs......all fantastic news!

A port has been installed and she will start chemo very soon.

Thanks again for the thoughts and well wishes!

Took this video of the fireworks at the Lunar New Year festival at Hong Kong Mall in Houston TX yesterday. It was SO LOUD. https://youtu.be/8v9KD6nPzpQ

I was disappointed with myself I planned to go to the huge Lunar New Year festival here in LA suburb of Rosemead (there is a HUUUUGE Vietnamese and Chinese population there, they close of several main streets)..

I was also totally surprised, i was literally at my Vietnamese friend's house and his family always celebrated Lunar New Year and this year they didn't even mention it and we were all just sitting around drinking beer watching boring game on the tube!