...*sniff* thanks love. *put's some Lionel Richie on and thinks happy thoughts*

Geez. I just broke up with my girlfriend recently. It was maybe less depressing than this thread has made me feel...I suppose the title should have warned me.

What a fucking pussy. Good job getting rid of him. Nobody deserves that shit. Again, what a fucking pussy.

i repent now. i would like to be with him again but i'm afraid he doesn't love me anymore. i really don't know what to do.. everybody does some mistakes.... i don't want to lose the only person i love

Think carefully about what you want to do now. Do you sincerely want to end up in a hospital with multiple fractures or worse? How much would you endure for your love? How much before it becomes too much? First time in the hospital - OK, sure, it's just this one time, it won't happen again. Second time - Yeah, I know what he's doing is wrong, but I love him. Third time - I may be paralyzed from the waist down, but at least I still love him. I know it may sound hollow coming from a stranger and someone who's at least 50,000 miles away from you and knows nothing about you or the love of your life; but seriously; give it a thought. What's to stop him from taking a frying pan and bashing you in the face with it? If you decide that he's the one and that you can change him, go ahead. But soon as he starts whipping you with a belt, go to the police. Only jail can change people like this.

i think it's not that bad.. it happened just 4 times.. i think he won't do it again

Seriously, be afraid. Consider your own well-being. If you must, take up a self-defence class, like judo or taekwondo, so if he gets nasty, you get nasty. You don't want to end up whimpering and sobbing in the corner, curled up like a ball - that's just sad. :(

Did you say that the first time he did it?

no.
and thank you all. you know, life would be much easier without feelings..

The physical blows have obviously affected your ability to reason.

To be blunt, he's a cockbag, and you're a hopeless imbecile for going back.

And I KNOW you are smarter than that.

Oh my big sister used to beat me up all the time... I hope you take pictures, Saturnine. :) To: cuetzpalin; But it would be really boring wouldn't it?

No fucking pictures? but.... :(

I have to say, I'm with alyasa on this one.

:o it would be beautiful to be together again i i really want it but i'm too afraid of him. i could resist but i just can't hit somebody who i love.. is it normal?

I wanna do that one day. Finding a variety of drugs here is impossible here. It's all Pot and E's and that's it. Where's the great L.S.D?

The fact your afraid of him is big enough sign for you not to get back with him isn't it?

It's normal. I want something I can't have either. But I tend to focus on other aspects of my life that need attention; so those feelings drift away like mist into the sunset. But when they come back, I reel at the rushing emotions, unable to contain myself, my physical constraints a stark reminder of the limited, earthly forms that we are bound to, eternally restless and incapable of anything resembling true, unadulterated, love.

Shouldn't HE be saying that?

I want tales of greatness when you come back I demand you do.

Now that was truly lovely.

And fucking depressing. Piss off.