I'm generally very happy, but usually too anxious and worried about problems that aren't even mine. I'm very lucky and very happy but when I am not happy, I'm not just not happy I'm fucking miserable to an extent I think most people don't even experience.

But generally, I'm humming and walking around and thinking that things are wonderful.

But then there's fear.

So 8.

4.3

It's hard for me to admit but I think I'm sorta a drug addict and I can only be happy after taking drugs. It's one of the only things I look forward to doing. It's fucked up my SERATONIN RECEPTORS I think.

i'd say i'm about a 9.5 or 9.75 most of the time, everyone has their off days :-)

i think i'm at, like... 7 today already, and i got up twenty minutes ago. woo.

1 to 10, depending on the day.

At this moment, a solid 5.

no, living is the best part of life. Being able to exist regardless of any emotive interpretation is zen. To base life on a scale of perceived happiness is a fatalistic, defeating and egoist way of living doomed to utter failure. After all, it is inevitable that circumstance will at times make you unhappy, and even the very things that make you happy at one moment, can be the guilt trip of a lifetime and cause an infinite sadness after the fact..

The Mantra that gets me out of bed every morning is,

"Don't
Be
Afraid
of
Your
Life."

Most of the time my life is in a free-fall. Sometimes happy, sometimes stressed out to the point of bleeding.

Don't Be Afraid of Your Life.

I'm going to tune my guitar to this and see what happens.

20. Finally goin home. Long ass fuckin day. The bong is waiting

6. I need to get laid.

10-3=7 just because:

"well, it's one for the money
two for the show
three to get ready
now go,cat, go"

scale not large enough to quantify. so.. 10... but it is an inaccurate 10.

-1 right now

2.5 atm

It rained today and everything smells fresh and clean. No humidity today.

That makes me a happy 10. For the moment, anyway.

You'll break the top three strings on your guitar trying to reach notes O, Y, and L. Those are far higher/lower than most humans can hear.

Im' completly neutral. is that like a 5? that seems way too low. 6 sounds better. I'm gonna go with 6

5...could be worse but I can feel everything falling apart again

-800. The girl I'm living with/dating/sleeping with is "watching a movie with a friend" and won't tell me who. I know she won't tell me for fear of pissing me off (because I know it's a dude), but the effect is the same.

My recourse: I'm getting drunk and smoking more cigarettes than I have in a year and listen to the Door's first album.

4.. i've got a lot of things i have to do to better my situation in life.

5, I suppose.

Any other number and I can't be bothered to mention it here.

7 or 8 right now. we are doing a record and someone else is paying, i am pretty happy about that.

3

sums it up.

5, for sure

edited.

5±5

On a scale of 1 to ten I feel amazing.

5, I guess. I don't know, I live a pretty good life, but everything's exactly like it has always been and I'm fucking tired of it. Routine routine routine. I need a change of some sort.

2...fuck it

Savage Clone A.K.A Jacques Lacan

Why not go see a theatrical play or some other event with 'a friend'? If she can play by those rules, so can you until she's willing to talk about it.

tonight is shaping up to be an 8 or so. i'm going to have fun in a room full of incredibly volatile people.

Yeah, I should. That post was from a bad week. We had a big argument but talked it out like real humans. Things seem to be good now.

Today:
+8, saw the Pixies last night (better than I was expecting...for a money-making scam of course), just got back after a hideous 4 hour drive through a thunderstorm, debating seeing Best Coast tonight.

I'll say something like 7 or 8. :3

2.

I'm a fucking moron.

9 i have everything going my way at the moment.

7.5 today...not bad not great just good