mail me heroin

Oh, I disagree with this Flotz. I find ^&%%^^ deeply pretentious but one of the smartest people who ever posted on here. His arrogance is very much part of his charm and this is coming from someone who has been downright mean to him in the past, and probably wouldn't have problem being again if the occasion arose. I love Hayden too, and the same applies. C'mon, being bitter on a forum is so often what keeps the machine going. On the other hand you had people like ni'k, who sadly thought his psychological profiles affected his victims more thatn they actually did.

if you think that this is where you make me say that I was just spinning him up further, for kicks, and that deep down, I love mR simball guy with all my blackened heart, you're wrong.

I was being bitter!!!! Lol!

Okey dokey. I stand corrected.

Your in GA there should b guns a plenty. Specially shotguns, rifles and very illegal ones.

heroin makes you stupid and is a painkiller, not a cure. and why would you want to get constipated?

there are better ways to forget your personal drama. *i swear*

unlikely

if you're going to rely on chemicals, try maybe this:

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2012/0...n_1228052.html

ha ha ha ha

though if you read, it sez "with psychotherapy". so don't get into some fucked up helltrip.

but really, you're stuck in some bummed out state and need a brain laxative or something.

kill your ego, not yourself. it's a lot less painful.

ps - i found this by googling "kill your ego" and i thought it was fucking cool and even a little funny

http://www.dearcoketalk.com/post/151...lling-your-ego

good night

mushrooms are evil

I seldom give a shit when I hear about people committing suicide. I mean, if that's the way one wants to go, have at it. Then I think about the fact that, on the surface, it seems selfish because of the hurt it causes friends and loved ones...but maybe they are the ones being selfish? Hard to tell.


Have fun.

Life is frustrating, no doubt about it. And discouraging. Or it can be. I'm most discouraged when I think I'm doing better (becoming a better person) only to realize I've taken one step forward and two steps back.

I guess all we can do is keep trying, knowing that everybody else goes through the same shit.

Yup, so I am really in this camp right now. Life better get soon. Like really soon.

some say it's better when you are depressed that you go with that flow
that you were dark clothes, listen to depressive music
allowing your emotions to flow or flow out

anyway for everyone life is a learning experience of emotions and things
also understanding your self

so i think that the indiviual is reasponsible for his/her better feeling > better living

every individual is different

hope everyone who is not feeling good
feels better
you only live onces
do your best for body and mind
don't know what else i can say in big lines

I get sad and contemplate changing my facebook status... if I had a facebook account that is.

It better not be because of "valentines" day. 'cause then I'd to it myself.

!@#$%! lol that's a good one

i hate everything still just an update on my life

let's hate together all the shit that is worth to be hated and then come back
relax
make yourself ready for the next experience of life
you only live once
there is not all the time left to be feeling pissed or frustaded
there are good things to do too

be flixible , transform negative to positive
and do something
help someone
buy a bum a sleepbag
you know

soo many good things you can do for others or for yourself

Dude, you've got to flip it, plain and simple. "Give thanks for life, shout it!" Midnite

Prize your name, and prioritize the way you talk..

Depression is real, this is why the Buddha rightfully observed that life is suffering. The Doctors of the Church equally observed this phenom, and called it a "fracture between the feeling heart/soul and reasoning mind."

The mind runs away with so many fretful "what-ifs" that it blocks our perception of the sheer gift of life. Never lose site of that fact, life is beautiful, even in the midst of horror and fear. Life was beautiful even in Auchwitz, and folkz there learned that lesson. Life is what it is..

We have two options:

(A) To get ourselves more and more upset

(B) To embrace the beauty of life itself, flaws and all, and let our souls be content to simply live whereas our minds are always criticizing reality.


By the way, mushrooms are not evil, just revelatory to this fact, that life is beautiful in all its ways. Of course, I NEVER RECOMMEND folks eat mushrooms without the spiritual guidance of a trusted spiritual warrior when they are depressed, because Mushrooms will only point out what upsets us most, so that we can recapitulate and heal.

By the way, the key is to let go. Let life live itself without pretensions. If it is God, let it go to God. If it just the pure roll of the dice of reality, accept that too. Either way, the key to life is to realize that EVERYTHING is out of our control, and when we embrace the flow, we find out like creatures in a tide pool that wait for their meals to be dredged up from the depths of the sea by an influx of warm water currents or a plant patiently growing on the perch of some cliff side steadily waiting for what it needs for life, we too are the same. Perhaps our mobility pushes us to be afraid sometimes of life, but life is a beautiful gift. By the way, the Doctors of the Church had two insights, firstly that we are fractured and broken and need healing which takes time, and (B) that we are given an eternity to sort all this out, there is no such thing a suicide, the illusion of physical death is merely a transition, a phase-shifting like liquid water into a gas, but we will be ourselves beyond that, even if we don't understand it. The sooner we come to grips with that, the better, because we will only keep finding ourselves waking up deeper and deeper into cosmic selves..

Hold it down. Keep the faith, even if it is just faith in the beauty of life itself.

I'm so let down by messageboards. All these warnings about imminent iimmolation and then nothing ever happens.

That is not true, folks may not be burning up outside, but the burn of a broken heart is altogether more cataclysmic...

Only perfect love can soothe and heal the burn..

TOO RIGHT MOTHER!:)

I often worry about you. greece /// and all.

how is greece are you enjoying your bank?

We love you.

Are you keeping your Greek $ in your mattress now? Do you even still have banks over there?

Stop trying to depress her. She owns a bank.

This phone depresses me. It makes me want to die. Or see you die. Im undecided.

This forum is even worse, but I cant be fucked to facebooks.
The internet should die.

Z*beam

..its a zyklon-b movie, straight out of the past, its a zyklon-b movie, and it could be your last

suicide

permanent solution to a temporary problem that is permanent for you only.

life is a permanent problem what are you talking about

^^^ sweet fuck yr goth.

Welcome to the club, son.