It was way more than that. And again tonight. Third night of drinking and about 11 pints of beer this time. Far from sober but not too drunk, my system is getting used to this kind of abuse. I feel like shit when I wake up though.
Old friends and gigs. Oh well.

so http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fa30bdEXNeM
blah blah
let me see
i m tryin to recall which mudhoney song was my fav and hmmm dunno but
yay this still sort of works
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BMuLYVOqFNQ


feeling that out of reach of songs you used to love

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

i should take coca and go to bed ---------------------->>>
or have band practice and then do that.

Wasted and eatin' pizza

Had them all..

i'm trying to fuck off with this wasted shit. not that it's not easy. it is and i feel better, look better and smell better. no more bloodshot eyes every morning. the only time i drink now is when im offered one. might need some help with that but, it's not that bad and i can control myself if i go long enough without any alcohol.

really surprised at how better i feel if i go a week without. shit makes me crazy and im such a mellow laid back person.

weed: i can take it or leave it. super laid back so it usually makes me dreamy and sweepy. alcohol has always been the drug of choice so that's not shit.

p.s. i've had six beers today but still plan on keeping the weekday sober option.

there's a drug out there that's good for you.

my guess probably kava. the real thing, not mixed with alcohol. go to vacation in polynesia and try it some day.

alternatively, they sell the powder on amazon which you can then brew, but i don't know if it's legit.

Kava? i'll check into that. you aren't fucking with me are you? it's not some schiziod temperamental drug is it? because i define myself as pretty non-loco as charcoal.

kava makes you mellow as fuck. anti-anger. nontoxic if properly prepared, shit for your liver if moldy or used with alcohol.

i'm not making this up

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kava

cool?

i'm not vouching for this brand or anything but here's an example

http://www.amazon.com/KAVA-WAKA-powd...sr_1_2?ie=UTF8

when i was in grad school and i had to deal with shitty people i'd brew me a strong kava tea and smile through the fucking 2-hour meeting

wow!! ok i'll have to read more into this. maybe this will help out on my nerves besides taking in out on people who aren't my friends or family, who get on my nerves. see, i'm passive aggresive and ichy but ignore bullshit that people close to me give. instead, i shoot birds during traffic and give strangers a heap of my smartassee-ness. good deal.

this guy gets it

I cant sleep when im high on pain killers. Its generally good if i have a blank canvas in the studio but i dont so im stuck here at the computer. what do people do on the internet anyway?

I will post a retroactive recap..

Last night I got into full drunk punk character, which is unusual for me (not the going to shows part, just getting so shit faced drunk in the parking lot)..

Fucking shit I was drunk. Totally motivated me to go ALL OUT in the pit.. I have so many scrapes and bruises that I didn't feel until my shower this morning.. even all that sweat last night didn't sting them, and some of these cuts are kind of deep from all those damned studded jackets.. fuckers aren't supposed to wear studs in the pit, but hey, it was still worth it!



Interestingly I miss my up the punx days when I was into total chaos, drinking, drugs, fighting, fucking, fucking shit up. It was SO MUCH FUN. As reserved and calculated as my life has evolved, the core of my being is such a damned saboteur that I can't help but just wanting to go back to those days.. It is so cathartic and liberating, Kurt was right, "Punk rock means freedom."

Oi Oi!

my heart stopped for some nanoseconds.
i thought my most beautiful thing on utube was lost.

i'll have to wait for tomorrow to get wasted

slept all day today so now i have to work

i like the hours

not tonight. ok, maybe a little but strickly wickly beer.;)

fogetchall bitches..


i miss amerkkiansndgawd if I wasn't so drunk i'd search for his dick pic.
i'd look ag it again.

thanks suchfriends.

all in favor of getting rid of the edit function...
raise your hands!

siiiiii

Nahhhhhh I'm good.

I'm fine with leaving it the way it is.

no, creo que nos referimos a la primera versión. ya la vimos, no te asustes.

-j.c.

Algunos....pero no todos....

jose totally told me what he wrote and i think it's hilarious
i knew it all along.

we all do and it's cool.

I'll take the seemingly arbitrary moment of gratitude, though I'm especially intrigued as to what was the original post, because apparently either sincerely or facetiously (or possibly both at the same time?) its led you to thank me, so I suppose, "You're welcome don't mention it" is in order then?



(ps.. its cinco de mayo which while only the third and lesser of the the Mexican independence days has in LA devolved into an excuse for public drunkenness [ similar to Saint Patrick's Day in Boston ;) ] accompanied by banda and mariachis in every neighborhood so what I'm saying is I'll be probably be posting here later tonight)

what the fuck man. who gets mariachi for cinco de mayo. I remember "doing" something for cinco de mayo once. other times we'd grill just because it's the weekend and it's nice out....but we do that a lot in the summer just for no reason. White people made cinco de mayo a drinking day ;P

anyways...you know what that was for. don't play..

Again, as I said, LA does it big, its really just an excuse for partying, and one thing Mexicans in LA know how to do is party yo. Really, folks don't need white folks as an excuse to drink beer ;)

A day job makes me want to drink even more beer on weekends.

i totally understand. when i had a 9-5 MF office job i'd start drinking thursdays.

I have the complete and utterly opposite problem. I feel like drinking a beer EVERY single day when I get home from work, actually several beers, and over the past 3 months I've been doing it to! Weekends are sleeping in and taking a beer break (well Saturday at least).. so realistically I've been drinking 6 days a week ;)

Ouch...forreal? Good luck with that shit man.

That was God man, trying to wake your ass before you kill yourself in a terrible accident, or worse, kill several people BUT yourself in a terrible accident. Kyrie Eleison, if you have the ability to drink beer, express the agency to sober up before you drive off..

I don't know about all that, sounds like a personal problem yo, but maybe you should just wait an extra hour before jumping behind the wheel after drinking?

An hour could made enough of a difference for you to sober up enough to realize you might have had to wait an hour and a half?

On the real bro, despite the SYG static you be getting I like you, and this worries me in ways that even Sonic_Gail didn't worry me. Take it easy please.. I'd rather you're still able to make drunk posts here rather than get into drunk and possibly fatal car accidents :(

I'm British about it, whenever I get drunk at my homiez pad I sway my happy a$$ to the Metro bus stop and take the corporate limo home

it's only going to count? as in...you've been caught behind the wheel err...you know what before?

besaculos, you have to quit drinking, like, NOW. then get therapy or something. but alcohol is definitely NOT for you. you could do like cheeto and just smoke weed. or you could try that kava powder. or you could go rock climbing or something. but fuck, man, booze is your mortal enemy. don't let it kill you.

It seems contradicting, but I totally recommend this approach to people dealing with substance abuse issues of a more destructive nature, herbs is the most benign of abuse issues and can help folks overcome harsher substances.