Eternal life? No. Respecting the beautiful chemical? Yes.

My experience last night was surreal, as with all mescaline experiences I've had. The movie was breathtakingly astonishing. Afterwards, I stayed up and wrote down my internal tangle. Mescaline creates a mindset for me in which I can assess my life at the time. It gave me the direction I've been needing for a few weeks.

Thanks for your concern, Suchfriends. Mescaline is not a toy and is certainly not for everyone. I've come to some sort of inner-peace in the last year or so and have little upheaval in every day life, or I would not be fucking with any psychs.

I can attest to that. After all, she is my wife.

there was a fire alarm today at work, highlight of my working day. i got told off for bringing my coffee out with me, thats a hazard apparently.

you should smell this nukkas dick after our anniversary... WOOO EE.

It was average. I think i need a new job. Some sleep. A weekend away.

I finally had some sleep after 3 days i feel so much better.

Good to hear that knox.

My day has been uneventful since I couldn't go to school so I've just been listening to Sebadoh and playing guitar.

Robbed a bank today.

sounds like a good day.
i liked being your age and having days like that, i loved it.
one day i will, can't even remember the last time i had time to play some guitar by myself.

You didn't sleep for three days? What is wrong with you, girl?

Nothing, I had a lot of work to do. I did take naps sometimes.

going to a circuit bending workshop tonight to make something evil to scare people with at shows. my friend wants to make a tv destroyer but i think we are gonna work on our tesla coil spirit radio.

You're so scary. Stop it.

i have a sunburn, i look like an idiot

It sucked a dick.

an okay day. kind of bummed my friend's going back to seattle tomorrow but we had some good times last night. i think i finally decided to take a week off and head there in june..

a day full of decisions

I drove into the parking lot at work blasting the Goo album and a co-worker teased me about it all day.

from 5:15pm to about 9:00pm yesterday was incredible. today was just me trying to feel that good again.

Sophistry so goody.

my boss is skiving from work again so i'm going to use today as an opportunity to sign up with some employment agencies. and then i'll pray to the gods of wrath and vengence to ask that my boss dies of painfully and miserably at some point soon.

Long, but it brings my weekend.

I feel wrong posting in this thread so early in the day, but often, like today, this is the best part of my entire day.

Chapter 10 - The Unification of Physics

As was explained in the first chapter....


[almost done with it now]

hungover

minus the puke

I love it.

I smell good, but am working too much again, look like crap and have got some sort of flu virus that I don't have time for at the moment.

knox: work less.

it was okay

never have i wanted to quit my job more than today

:(
yes.
something has semi invaded my system. It hides, except for a few times a day.. when I gag and apparently have massive lung troubles, or my nose/throat has that ill-tase. blgh.

Woke up with my throat hurting...then worked for like12 hours then now here I am.....rock you like a hurricane. But yeah tomorrow is gonna suck! Got my normal 10 hour route...PLUS! LIKE 7 MORE HOURS!QEHLQWHRLAHFLAKJHSLfkaf

I promise I will.
Learnt a lesson.

Today: Spent the day in bed until 5:30pm, watched some Buffy, showered, made pancakes
Tomorrow:=suck ass. 8am final for Medieval Kingship, work 3pm-10:30, pay day though, probably going to get shitfaced drunk after work too.

i'm not here.. this isn't happening..

Pretty alright, I guess. I took a day off from everything yesterday, and I was a social machine. Because of this, I was offered a job by a friend who works at a local Walgreen's. Both of these things combined must be why I woke up so jolly.

Listening to ICP now, going to a "Halloween in May" party at some hottie's house tonight.

it just keeps rolling on like this...

it's amazing how i spend the entire day doing absolutely nothing.
worked a job and now i'm home drinking whiskey and working on some art.

i draw better when i'm happy. and i get happy when i drink.

We all know knox is a white-collar worker, yet with her continual pitiful whining you'd think she was working in a steel mill or down a coal mine. She doesn't know what work is, the crazy, middle class bitch.

"shit"?

it didnt really get any better between arriving at work at 6am, and leaving 9 hours later.

this afternoon was therefore kind of deflated.

i'm wearing a white shirt today.

today has been allright