You've been? It's terrible, innit.

Night

night :)

Night everybody. Rob hope you can pull the all-nighter. Later Jade, Joel, Steve. See you guys later.

night!

ok, i'm not tired at all. whoo.

Im too ansy, I dont even know if Im tired. Were not gonna do anything in school tommorow anyway

you usually never do the first day back.

tomorrow i need to do my project, but i won't have a chance to.

I'm back to school Monday, methinks.

Back... with more caffine!
Have an excellent night Victor!


Yeah, I would hate to be in the position of not having any money, because anything could come up and put you into debt. I would hate it even more to live an extremely rich life though. You wouldn't understand the whole principal of appreciation. I can just picture it...taking crystal wine glasses out of an antique china cabinet and pouring merlot into it. Not my sort of thing. And good point about the on the road lifestyle! My brother plans to go trainhopping for an entire year in the near future!

Haha, I designed an anti-smoking picture once. It was for art class but I was a total retard because I sat beside the girl I liked at the time, and she smoked. I regret even looking back on it! And the ad was so terrible

Trainhoppin.. I'd like to be train hoppin blues man 80 years ago. Just appeals to me soo much

I don't like it anymore myself. Makes me feel sick. Ever since I mixed a few heavier drugs it turned me right off of the whole lot of them, and I just continuously twitch and have other unusual body movements that annoy me. I much prefer drinks!

Good luck with school tomorrow too! I don't start until the 18th :)

yeah, i loathe the articles that vanity fair does about random rich assholes and their 606044-feet yachts that they sail all day long with 50-member crews all dressed in versace. it's disgusting.

i have one from fourth grade i designed against the evils of cigarettes, which was the topic. i thought it was funny they didn't say anything about cigars, so there's a guy in the background with a cigar going "heh, no one even notices me..". no one noticed him :(

Who wants to fuck a smoker, anyways?!

i have always liked the idea of being in a traveling circus, now that i think. i could do the trapeze.

It would be fantastic. Magnificent. Glorious. Just the thought of getting away from all the rules of society and making yourself feel free to do whatever you want and travel all over the place seems amazing.

i'm going to do my roadtrip from nyc to san francisco that hopefully will be something like that.

I've wanted to train-hop for so long. It just seems like it would be so much fun. Existence is a random process, why not get on the next train you see and see where it might take you.

it really would. but the only trains that pass through here are so depressing. i don't think i could stand it for too long.

haha, I think I liked her because she was rebellious and lit garbage cans on fire and smoked in grade 7. I was such a twat.


It would make me feel so...assholeish. If I had that kind of money, I would easily donate as much as I could to operate on an average lifestyle, and help the people who really need it. I've recently been feeling disgust to materialism in this world. I walk into my room and see my recording studio, tower speakers, guitar pedals, computer and think it's too much.


Awww. It's true that cigars are worse and they're never mentioned, but on the contrary you're not supposed to inhale, so it only really kills your gums. Still, if they're worse for you than cigarettes, they should be mentioned at least somewhere

I love trains. I wish they weren't a nearly dead technology... in 10 years, I'm sure they'll all be gone...:( I still love them, am fascinated by them, and find everything about them cool. Just looking at them feels nice.

Gone with the wind. ALong with cassetttes

Don't be so sure, trains will still be here, because they still need to send stuff through land.

Yeah, they look really comforting! And it's another reason why my old SYG username was TheEscapeEngine.

broken from orbit and not returning
stupid, find satillite, brighter burning
the view is so blue for so long
youre a sinking shell
in an ink well
kind of a comon feeling, freefall
loseing the will to make distress calls
forgetting youre falling and feeling your blood slow down
who could you tell
(Burning Airlines - The Escape Engine)

Man they were a good band

there's a house for rent on my street. we're a block from the train tracks.

rob- i've felt kind of materialistic with the spending i've been doing. i try to donate just little bits (a dollar to this charty, the goodwill with clothes i don't need, etc) but i still feel like an asshole. i think i have a money problem, though. i should talk to my folks.

i love my cassettes. especially the mc hammer ones. my mom has a huge collection of mix tapes she made back in the eighties that are pretty rad.

I had an MC Hammer tape as a little kid. I loved him soo much

phoebe (my tally buddy) had a mix cd with "u cant touch this" on it that we listened to over and over. he's.. just mc hammer.

I gotta go, dudes. It's been nice.
Night!

Bye duude

I really like the MC Hammer stuff that I've heard, but I haven't heard much. I donated $3.00 to wikipedia yesterday to appreciate free knowledge, but I feel that I should donate more money, more regularly, and to a better fund since Wikipedia is already rich. My ex girlfriend recently donated $55.00 to a fund that raises awareness for Kurt Cobain. I mean, it's better than spending it on herself, but come on. If it's going to be donated it would be nice if it was to a better fund.

g'night steve, have a good one

raises awareness? is it related to suicide at all, or just about kurt? that seems so horrible if it's the latter.

i personally haven't, but my mom and nan tried to donate to autism funds in small denominations. if i get a card (one day) i'll try to do that, because that's closest to my heart.

bye steve

I put change in the autistic kids things at dollar general and wendy's
I think Im sleepy. If my posting stops I musta passed out the keyboard.
Rob, who's that on yr avatar?

haha, thanks for the heads up.

i should probably go to bed but i don't feel like it.

It's about reopening the Kurt case and proving that he was murdered, as well as building a memorial for him (which I'm sure he would be against). That's good of you to have that on your mind too! Especially if you're willing to donate to benifit an entire group of people, not just one like the Kurt one :S.

I got tired of the squirrel and feel I've somewhat paid off my guilt to squirrels, so I decided to change it, and couldn't think of anything, so I googled "inhuman" and it was the first image to show up

You think Sid Vicious would approve of being on shirts? Hell no! it's messed up

Why is my Itunes in Japanese?

there's just no words for people like that. let the dead rest.

oh, of course. i want to see more help for high-functioning kids that get smacked as just "bad children" or adhd that get the fuzzy end of the stick a lot. but wherever's there's help needed, i want to be there.

whoa. that reminds me of the woman that had a stroke and all of a sudden started speaking french and believed she was from france.

Yeah well I really need to sleep now.

if you insist. night!