I found this good sweater once. I still have it, it was my grunge phase.

sometimes i get tired of girls' clothes. you guys have the superior clothing when it comes to american eagle. the second-smallest guys jeans fit so much better than the girls' jeans in my size.

Ha. My friends liked my story, they say I should pursue it.

i could never do that--looking around, etc. im a stereotypical male when it comes to that. see, i go clothes shopping once a season, i find something i like, i but 5 of them, and i'm done. if i need to spend more time i get migraines.

so i go to good will, i have a look, i say to myself "crap, crap, crap", maybe there's a nice jacket, but it's all frayed & holy, i get a headache, i move on to the electronics.

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I do that too. I buy once then I go when I need more clothes.

haha

i shop whenever i feel i need clothes. since everything fits me incredibly weird, this happens a lot.

you know the recipe for successful writing, right?

apply ass to chair.

i swear. i once bought a book that told me just that in so many ways.

Well girls are weird with clothes, sometimes their clothes fit them, but other times it doesn't.

Sort of Like what Kerouac did right. He wrote On the Road 3 weeks straight.

most of the time stuff just hangs off me really weird because when god created my hips he was obviously really pissed off. i loathe my hips.

why? are they narrow?

Haha, I think god created me, when he was tired. He left me deaf in one ear, a speech problem(which I still have), and short <----- I am more angry at this.

dude, everybody is different and has something. be good to yourself.

by the way i just watched revenge of the nerds tonight, for like the 10th time. it's funny every time.

i'm built like a pear :(

short is cool, victor.

I only watched it once, and can't remember it much. I am staying on a positive side now.

Edit- I might go to the school psychaitrist tomorrow, to sort some things out.

i've only ever seen a few minutes of that.

nice. men like hips. we really do. women may have a problem because of stupid fashion magazines, but hips rule. don't hate your hips or they'll hate you back. :p

best wishes man. caught some glimpses of it in your various posts. i hope it helps (and if it doesn't it's free, right?)

Yeah the new height in America for men is 5'5 i am 5'4 one inch from being the average.

Yeah it is free. Better be I can't afford a psychaitrist.

are you sure?

i'm doing the same next monday.

help? with who? don't you have a boyfriend you like? doesn't he like you? last i heard he wants to marry you. well??

Yeah, this is the new me. Taking control of my own life.

im happy to say that, after 7 years of therapy, i've got my issues all worked out :p

I am afraid I will become a dependant on a psychaitrist, like some are.

haha.

i just have a few things i want to go over with the psych/guidance. i'm not crazy.

yeah, my mom and nan had a very deep rift for years while mom floated between unsteady boyfriends and mom became really dependant on hers. it wasn't a good time period.

Yeah, but all I want to know is why I am so depressed all the time.

sorry, didn't meant o hammer on it. but really, enjoy who you are, cos you'll never be someone else. enjoy! really! don't let the fucking olson twins (gack! puke! aggghh!) tell you who you want to be. good boyfriend btw. i approve. :D

because, *cough* you can't live up to the idealized image of your perfect self you wish to be, and you judge yourself for it?

??

???

The Olsen twins look creepy now.

nonsense, you can fire them when you want. i used to argue with mine all the time. that was the fun of it.

Well you summarized it in a nutshell.

it's ok.

nah, those twins are nasty.

haha, i'll tell him.

victor- i remember when i had to go in and talk about my depression. it's really rough at first but if the psychiatrist is really helpful you'll feel so much better afterwards. i did.

ha, sheeeet... i used to be the king of depression!

but were you ever the king of carrot flowers?

hm... im trying to remember...



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I used to be very depressed in High School. I was close to suicide. But never did it, I just knew something is better for me out there.

suicide is never the option. i've always wondered what would have happened if my cousin had known that.

i used to be depressed for a ton of years. it was ridiculous.