my day was COOL.
so was yesterday and most of this week
i'm drinking a splendid dry wine.
yes yes yes.

GTA IV is for noobs.




circa one nine eight zero.

Got out of bed at noon, masturbated, ate top ramen, and now sipping on Johnnie Walker Red.

Is there some kind of elegiac taint in such impoverished decadence? I could hate nothing more.

Lifted a gallon of Elmhurst milk from the shopping cart.

Ran into my neighbor.

Ran into my other neighbor.

Walked to the park.

Long subway ride uptown and back.

learned about talking gods like Moses' God and Krishna.

Read some Irish play.

Read about taliban.

must you punish us all with those images? that's your revenge on the world-- isn't it?

I got into an accident 30 seconds after I left my house. My car is okay....fuckin' moron pulled a U-turn right in front of me....I bent his rear driver-side axle....I'm kind of happy about that.

Have you received my general visage? Punishment can not be a synonym, you boring-but-struggling-for-air Latino husband.

A cut above. After spending all night convincing myself that calling my no-longer girlfriend but recurring lover was not a good idea, I broke down and texted her when I woke up for work. By 3 pm I'd left work for a "family emergency" and was in bed with her. This was by necessity of both of our childcare responsibilities short lived, but oh so sweet. I left with time to kill, so I went to my new favorite SE Portland dive (where I was carded!) and ordered a greyhound with a lime mashed in it and sat outside in the sunshine sipping and reading The City & The City by China Mieville. Right when I sat at the outdoor picnic table "Paint It Black" by the Stones started playing. SPRING AT LAST! (she just texted "Thank You" as I wrote this, which from her is incredible). sigh.

7.37 kilometres.

blisters.

so full of "real" mexican food that I could burst.

bought a webcam / exchanged broken water filter.

TVotR loud - 6 y/o niece likes it that way (she's mah sugar).

first time I've left the house in 4 days.

so full of sunshine that I could melt.

haven't masturbated.

I could go for some Mexican chow.

i have seen photos of your pseudo-hibernian mustachioed human mask, and the mere allusion, remote as it might be, to your painful grimace as you clench your little fist and shake it desperately to fill the deep hole of your solitary sadness is indeed a punishment to all of humanity.

*all of humanity*

i saw sonic youth in lisbon yesterday...how could it be my day...wonderfull i gess.

A friend of mine told me he drinks nothing but goats milk because goats are one of only three animal species that never gets cancer. The other two being sharks and rabbits. He's hoping he'll digest into his system the goats immunity to cancer by drinking their milk so he'll end up with a similar immunity.

If your friend weren't a faggot he'd be drinking shark milk.

Do sharks produce milk?

come on.

3rd grade science class people!

MAMMALS produce milk!

Since when did human males produce milk?

I don't know who or what you mean by hibernian but I shaved my beard a while ago.

Today, I am suppressed in an intense hang over.

these days mostly while looking at the internet

how sad.