Bad news if you’re a dude.
If you’re not a dude... then, frankly, I get it and more power to you.

Well the original point I was trying to make was the fact I'm not dead - lol innit - and I did in fact actually wake up. So yes you are correct sir. We'll played.

Where was I? Oh yes the year is fucked already: need a contingency plan....

More druuuugs!...more drugs with cream maybe? Lavish living for the winning!

oh you wanted to die! i had forgotten

i thought you were the one who wanted to quit drinking but didn’t

condolences either way!

anyway enough of that from me. i need my fucking breakfast: delicious bacon and diseases. mmmmm diseases! yes please.

I didn't want to quit. It was more a case of if I drank again my body was telling me I'd basically snuff it - such was the absolute state my body was in. The answer turned out to be to simply not drink cheap anymore..

I've just had my bacon, sausage, and mushroom breakfast, at 2pm. Oh the joy of new year.

aaaaah. that was hard to understand back then
first world problems are the best problems!

THANKS!

Aside from reading a book-a-week and maintaining journaling schedule, more sex is actually on my list. (Tho sex with women, so I guess I agree to some extent about dickz (that aren't mine))

This may seem like a crass, typical dude thing.

It's actually a bit more than that. I've lived a tiny, closed-off existence for many, many, many years. Sex is part of being human. Going, like, seven years without can't possibly be healthy.

I've been getting lucky the last two, three months and it really has improved my overall well-being.

Yeah, it's actually a physical/mental health thing, a just-being-human sort of thing. Hard to explain. It's not some "Dude! So horny. Wanna pound some beaver" sort of thing. Indeed, my libido is pretty quiet. But when it wakes, I'd rather connect with a person and not a sock.

TMI? Whatevs.

1920 x 1080
1280 x 720
1024 x 768

2019!

5K retina is already aging

here's a dell 8k



ps the future will look at these specs and laugh at me saying "8K!"

like rewatching "hackers"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UEb4I5y93uA

1. sort out the relationship problems
2. try and get a job abroad
3. or just find a new job where I'm at
4. but just quit the job I've been doing for last 9 years, for fuck's sake
5. learn Spanish better
6. be less annoying and more positive and nicer
7. exercise/do sport
8. be healthy

@evollove...you do you breh. Nothing wrong with getting yer diddly wet.

Here, just say it - be more Joe Wicks!

 

^^ that mars bars business reads hilarious

Mine for this year-

Go outside climbing more
Be doing at least 7a by the end of the year
Have a good time, all the time
Oh, and get back into making music

Come again?

Starting back at the gym. Got a free membership through my new health insurance plan this year. There’s one 6 blocks away from my house that is just super. Also, more gardening and more art.

idk, just seemed fitting

hank hill having a good time

Oh well absolutely then. Hank lives a good life. Not my kind of life but that's what makes all this great, right? One man just wants a solid good night on cocaine, another would rather wake up early and mow the grass

Check, and mate.




He's honestly a good role model.

Yesterday morning I found myself sipping my coffee and looking out my front window. It was 'trash day' and my neighbors across the street had all this trash without using proper bags/cans. I scowled in their house's general direction disgustingly, like Clint Eastwood in Gran Torino.

I want that simple family life. Never had much of a family. It's gonna be mine.