Ive had to move 8? times I think, maybe 7. It sucks I hate it. I hate leaving my friends. I barely even get to visit anymore only a few times a year. I never want to move again

Fuck man...I can only imagine. I mean....I'm pretty horrible at making new friends......like really! bad..

Yeah it is. But right now it's good. I've lived here for almost 2 years and I'm making more friends, so all is good. I just dont wanna move again.

That's usually just an excuse for egocentric, unethical behaviour, isn't it?

I've restarted several times in my life. College. Joining the Air Force. Overseas duty assignment. Leaving the Air Force. Leaving one place for another. I actually can't imagine life without this kind of change. I would be bored. I have a cousin who has lived all his life in one small city in the midwest and he has a phobia about traveling any farther than about 90 miles away.

I had this feeling a lot a long time ago. Now I am just happy where I am. I usually attract people who are at their breaking point, or who are there already. Most of them are picking themselves up to do something better out of their lives.

Phoenix from what you have said you need to do some deep cleaning within yourself.

do you mean what i think you mean???!!
How rude!!!!
:eek::eek::eek:

Not at all, although people can use that as an excuse to be selfish. If you're in a relationship that is over, it makes no sense to stay in it. If there's still hope for something meaningful, it's otherwise worthwhile, or you have children, then yes, you're going to give it a fair chance before you walk away. But if not, don't waste a second. I'm not advocating ditching anything that doesn't immediately satisfy you, as many good things take time and effort. I'm advocating only spending time and effort on the truly good things in your life. And removing the things in your life that keep you from having those good things.


Man, sometimes you gotta tell a chick to up and wash her poose.

my poozle smells like spring flowers. thankyou.

but yeh static, my inner most being is quite dusty and stressed of late.

now, now...those "feminine deodorants" are not good for your health...




pesterings aside, have you tried sleeping a lot? dreaming? keeping notes?

I hope to take a road trip to Saint Louis with my brother.

Just to get away, really.

it would be great to sleep more, but it isnt one of my strong points. I dream fairly often, don't really have an interest in keeping notes on my dreams though. Or did you mean, keeping notes of my sleeping habbits? :confused:

road trip!

one day, I'll take a sexy car a long long way.

Are j00 going for teh Free SY show?

People keep telling me I should follow my heart. At the moment my heart is telling me to get out of the town I'm living in asap and head back to Cornwall, where I originally came from. I'm definitely going to do it, but I feel I need to work just a little bit more before I do.

i have quit jobs by just not returning and not telling one... but have never rstarted somewhere completely different to make a new life.

I'm planning on walking to Cornwall when I finally leave the godforsaken town I'm living in.