oh yeah. when are you leaving?

i usually pack like a day before leaving.

i usually pack when i'm leaving. open the trunk, throw stuff in, and the cat.

asscrack of dawn on saturday

i figured if i didn't pack now i never would.

hot damn, this girl really likes to plan ahead!

she's just excited.

i dont think i have enough spare clothes to pack a week ahead.

like paris hilton, i wash my undies in the shower :D

haha, is there something wrong with planning ahead?

it's nice benig able to see my floor. my friend and i put all my stuff on the floor to be folded, etc, and my room looked like a war zone.

i'm surprised i have enough clothes to last two weeks. but i cycle through the same few shirts and shorts during summer so i forget that i own too many jeans.

that's what my house looks on a regular day.

sean's going up to our dad's in georgia so all of his stuff is scattered around the living room. it's terrible.

Hello people.

nothing wrong with planning ahead at all! an admirable skill i totally lack. well i have the mental skill, but i lack the capacity to execute on a timely manner. in other words, im a fucking 1st-class procrastinator.

hey!

Oh I did something horrible.

actually, i'm a horrible procrastinator. i leave so much shit until the last minute. but for this trip if i can, i'm doing everything asap.

i leave everything for the last minute, always have, always will.

i would love to present schizo with a chocolate statue of ted leo in hopes she forgives me for leaving her hanging here without explanation earlier today because of an unexpected phone call.

what happened?

aw! of course i do.

chocolate + ted leo= infinite fun

I slept with a rich eccentric guy around my age. Oh I feel some guilt, my ex and I are still together, so this is odd. Oh is this what happens when you start to not like your lover anymore?

did you help an old lady cross the street only to desert her mid-way? was she successively ran over by a bus full of gypsy musicians?

ps-


oh shit.

well, don't fuck around, just dump him honorably.

oh, man.

if you don't really like him i think you should end it. but that's just me.

No I like him, I think I preferred him as a friend, and able to sleep with him. I don't know what to do.

i guess maybe a friends with benefits thing?

you do have a weird relationship with your ex, i mean, you're not together but you are together, that's got to be painful.

both affairs are pretty dramatic dude, i would end both but that's me.

that always sounds nice in theory, but in practice it inevitably turns to shit as feelings develop.

I should end both I think it would be selfish of me to keep being with him if I don't have the feelings he has for me. I still think we would be better off as friends, I want to tell him this, maybe friday when I see him.

grow some balls :p

but really, you should have manned up & split for a time from the old boyfriend when it was the time.

did i see this oh so clearly in my prophetic vision?

fo' sho'

true. i don't really know much about relationships so i really shouldn't be talking.

Well we both know this isn't going to last, I may move to New York next year or the year after that. We know this isn't going to last, so this is odd. We already know this, but we are together because for some odd reason.

just some dirty old man advice: if you ever like a boy immensely but he won't give you the time of day, don't offer him to be "friends with benefits" just so you can get him. it won't work and you'll just end up hurt more. it's better to put some distance & forget. really.

laziness? convenience? habit?

eh i dont meant to crap on you, just a little dose of reality. told you, you should have put some distance between you & the ex-boy, & let things cool off. the "stay friends" gimmick never, but ever, ever, works.

i don't know how you can stand that emotional limbo.

either stay with him and work your problems out or move on, at least stop grinding your feelings every day.

!@#$%!- i'm actually really tired of boys, to be honest. the good ones are difficult/gay/married and the bad ones are just that.

eh, you're awesome, you'll find one, in time. just not in a seedy bar. :p:D

!@#$%!: staying friends works when a ton of distance and time passes. still, it's weird.

!@#$%! I think it is convinience. That we are still together. In my honest opinions is working fine, but I may be wrong.

your honest opinion? please define "honesty". enlighten us. :confused:


yes yes of course. a ton of distance & time. he waited all of 5 minutes to start fucking the ex again. now as "friends". wtf??

You will find that guy, don't worry.

!@#$%!- well to me it seems that is doing good. But I need to talk to him on where he is on an emotional level.

nah. maybe a nicely-lit bar :p

i do have a pretty cool bf but to be honest i don't know what i want. but it's that awkward 'he's my good friend' thing..