ahhhh. i have a week and four days, granted we find another hotel before we take off wednesday-saturday for disney.

phew! good.

is it the florida heat?

and are you seeing much sunlight these days, by any chance? wondering...


oh, it will be like that for a while before it gets better. but it will get better.

i spent almost the whole day in bed today. but the past two weeks, i was out walking and running in the nice california heat. i guess i'm making up for it.

I know !@#$%! it will get worse before I get better.

Well I am off, I was on break from homework. Take care guys, have a goodnight.

a lot of things are like that.

try going out in the sunlight every morning. it sets your brain right. if you're indoor all days (due to the heat or whatever), you'll get depressed.

then again, we sometimes just need a break... you know, slow down, introvert, reflect a bit... enjoy the lows too...

tomorrow i need to go for a run really badly. run, catch up with band.. yeah.

but my thing is, i thrive off of others' energy. i love being alone but taking a break is just hard.

really?

one of my best summers ever i spent like this;
mornings- wake up and read this amazing, long, complicated book
mid-day- go to the fish market w/ the then-girfriend & shop around for lunch. go home, make lunch.
afternoons - hang out, go to the pool, play scrabble
evenings - make dinner, go to a bar, go watch a movie.

slooooow pace, and so delicious i remember it always.

i have to always be going. even in california, when i said i'd be relaxing, i meant i was out every day running or at the stores all day. save for the last few days i was stuck in the house/library.

hee.

i feel better today, despite the fact i've only slept four hours.

GACK. I WAS ROBBED.

fuck corporate america. really.

gah! what happened?

yo

my internet phone provided closed business & fucked me out of $250.

i had just registered with them recently.

:(

that's shitty. maybe small claims court?

oh, more of a class action lawsuit. they had over 200,000 customers.

gotta go to a meeting-- im really laffin at this crap. corporate america! no ethics whatsoever!

I hope you get that money back !@#$%!.

Hello everyone.

!@#$%!- go for it!

hey sebastian.

Hello Jade. Nice to see you back.

Hello anyone.

Hi Seb.

Hello Danny. Nice to see someone around. How are you?

I'm alright. I'm listening to the new beastie boys album.

Oh, cool. They've done some good stuff. Decent people, too.

Yep. It's all instrumental, this one. Very suave.

That's pretty cool.

I remember looking at a BB remix LP in Probe that sounded quite good. But I don't really have any other BB stuff, so I declined the opportunity.

sebastian- thanks! hope you're well.

hey guys

hey! how are you?

good!!! you schizo?

i read your last.fm message way late, sunday.

i'm awesome. cleaned my room, practiced band stuff, packed. this week will be great.

hah, it's alright.

awesome to hear.

i just wish it looked a bit sunnier as far as nyc plans are going.

like, weatherwise?

is-this-trip-possible-wise.

ohh, good luck, babe!!!

i'm starting to think if it's possible for me to see sy while i'm here.

thanks :]

why?

i still don't have a ticket, plus scheduling conflicts with my family i'm visiting.

yeah, i only have one so far. i'm actually not allowed to go to the city, and i need cash. so fuck, i need a miracle.

me too.

i can't believe bardo pond are playing so close to where i am and i'm going to miss them.

actually, i need to runaway, not a miracle.