i'm doing the same next monday.

help? with who? don't you have a boyfriend you like? doesn't he like you? last i heard he wants to marry you. well??

Yeah, this is the new me. Taking control of my own life.

im happy to say that, after 7 years of therapy, i've got my issues all worked out :p

I am afraid I will become a dependant on a psychaitrist, like some are.

haha.

i just have a few things i want to go over with the psych/guidance. i'm not crazy.

yeah, my mom and nan had a very deep rift for years while mom floated between unsteady boyfriends and mom became really dependant on hers. it wasn't a good time period.

Yeah, but all I want to know is why I am so depressed all the time.

sorry, didn't meant o hammer on it. but really, enjoy who you are, cos you'll never be someone else. enjoy! really! don't let the fucking olson twins (gack! puke! aggghh!) tell you who you want to be. good boyfriend btw. i approve. :D

because, *cough* you can't live up to the idealized image of your perfect self you wish to be, and you judge yourself for it?

??

???

The Olsen twins look creepy now.

nonsense, you can fire them when you want. i used to argue with mine all the time. that was the fun of it.

Well you summarized it in a nutshell.

it's ok.

nah, those twins are nasty.

haha, i'll tell him.

victor- i remember when i had to go in and talk about my depression. it's really rough at first but if the psychiatrist is really helpful you'll feel so much better afterwards. i did.

ha, sheeeet... i used to be the king of depression!

but were you ever the king of carrot flowers?

hm... im trying to remember...



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I used to be very depressed in High School. I was close to suicide. But never did it, I just knew something is better for me out there.

suicide is never the option. i've always wondered what would have happened if my cousin had known that.

i used to be depressed for a ton of years. it was ridiculous.