steve- my poetry is so paiful to read once im done with it. everything i've written this past year i havn't saved, its been so bad.

victor- if you're around in the july 1-14t area, look for me in sf. i won't be around to catch the youth, though.

Mmh, youth will play in the 20th so I don't think I'll be there.

Jade: As of the past while, even through fucked up relationships and crap like that, I've managed to avoid degenerating to just stupid "love" songs and crap like that... I'm writing more interesting stuff lately, at least I think.
The same thing can't be said about a lot of my older stuff...

ah, past is the past. that's good that you're sticking away from it.

I'm off to bed youz. Have a night night or day.
Night!

PS: jade, finish SOMETHING! And PM it to me or something!!! I want to read somethin' (of yrs)!!!

i'll try! give me time here, man. night :)

Hello, my internet went down.

hey there, i see it's back up.

tomorrow i have to at least lie in bed pretending i'm back on a normal sleep schedule. i will miss sitting here until the sun comes up.

I miss doing that. I always wanted to be a cop, because they can work at night.

yeah, it'd be fun. i've always been more of a night person.

all the wine is gone.

Yeah, I think staying up over night is the best thing ever.

i think i mentioned it a few days ago, i love the cancer relay every year in the park (even though i really can't go to the park now because it's kind of painful) that goes on all night long. it is so much fun.

sleepovers used to be fun.

Yeah, you know what I hate, shallow people.

they're the worst.

Yeah here in L.A. is bad.

eh, i'd say my town is bad. school is alright because we're a huge melting pot, but as far as e-water/nsb goes, everyone looks the same and there's a lot of jdgemetn resrsrved for peple who trhy and look a little dfifferent.

I like people who are different. I feel kind of sad.

i do too. wchih is why ihate this place.

i feel ok. my copy of sister is full of skips and it really pisses me off.

I feel me and my boyfriend are not going to last. And I really like him, but we are really on opposite ends, and he is ten years older than I. He is settled in life and I am not. He wants to stay here, and I want to go places. Oh I feel sad thinking of this.

you never know. my mom and her boyfriend are ten years apart/sort of dissimilrar but they're making it work.

but if it does or doesnt, i know youll get to all the places you want to.