hey invisible man. what's up. blacked out????????????

good for you, the only company i have tonight is lady lucky strike

victor- yikes. you ok?

she was nice cos she could have gone to this party we're supposed to go

Yeah, I don't know what happened, I just remember saying over and over some thing, I think it was "I want to go home."

what man? where?? i know you don't drink. wtf happened??

oh.

that kinda happened to me once.. don't remember where i was but i was going on and on about nothing and it's all black from there.

I don't know what happened, I just started thinking, and I just started going into this trance, it was weird, I mean I knew I was doing it, but could not stop.

synth: you most really miss your man friend.

victor- trances.. yeah, i get that sometimes. you cnat get out of it at all.

dude that is strange. are you on meds? got yourself checked? you should...

No it was not that. I feel weird. But for some reason I feel fine now. I went from crying to angry to a trance.

Edit- !@#$%! no I am not on meds, or any of that shit.

oh it was purely emotional? but you blacked out?? did you hit the floor??

No I was concsious, I can't really explain it, I know I was doing it. I was soaping my body, then I decided to sit down. And that's when the whole thing happened.

oooooh.... oh.... oh...

man i thought you passed out & hurt yourself or something... you scared me a bit.

you were meditating.

"There's no place like home, there's no place like home, there's no place like home"
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Sorry... it just came to mind. That's fucked up man. Hope yr alright.

sounds like youre stressed out the wazoo...

Probably, or losing my mind, but thank god I am seeing a psych tuesday. Anyways, my bastard of a boyfriend went to Vegas, and my friends ditched me so I was bored. And took a shower. Oh yeah my Bf just text me. Should I reply, nah.

NAH. I've just come to the sad, sad realization that I haven't been in any kind of sexual contact with a girl in almost 3 years. I think i need more to drink.