i like to have the music balanced with the sounds of the city when i walk and listen. i haven't done that in a while.

so everyone left to sleep?

i havent bee able to find a balance. but i do love walking aroudn to spoon's album "girls can tell".

i cant sleep

I know what you mean, right now I am writing sentences that are coming from my head. I decided not to write in my journal.

i was going tow rite in my journal but i stopped keeping it.

i would be more lazy in school but i cant

hey buzzo

fuck dont tell me you guyswetnt to sleep

Shadows etching in the sky, and the true emptiness of our times overlooked. Dreary and weary I walked to the nearest pay phone and called the ancient entity to beam me up to nirvana. Little silly fires drown out the freedom of men. Men in their last agony of war, go and hide beneath their buried memories. Lasting impressions die in the retina of my eyelids. Somber ecstasy follows the men who live in the queer times of his generation, who is underdeveloped, who is a man with no lust for life. Sounds explode in the narcissistic sky. Yellow taints my heart, my road to the farthest star. A brick is thrown at the queen, who is losing her mind anyways. Broken toys, of the future generations fill the cradle's of future mothers. Whores bring down the mood, and crash it onto gods devil's way. The city world filled with lackluster excitement implodes and gives out the secrets to humanities last chance for light. And light brings the angel crashing, and the hipsters burning into dark.

No here I am schizo.

ohh, i'm here i went off to take care of some business.

i had a journal for like two weeks. first and last time.

jorunmals drive me crazy so i cant keep them too long

victor- thats really grgeous

I keep journals, because I need to be consistantly writing, Thanks schizo, I just wrote that, this is what i call improvisation, just thought after thought.

no prob

i have notesbooks i keep specifialy for writing stories/peoms but for jounralistic things, if i try and jutw rite about my day i end up in a really bad cycle.

Yeah that is why I decided not to write in my journal. I start thinking all the bad things that have happened, and is just downhill after that. But mostly cause I will forget today even happened next week.

i have random pieces of paper and school notebooks full of writing, from "failed" attempts at writing stories or scripts to poetry, i haven't done it in a while, though.

i do what synth does, off the cuff shit.

I actually wrote a short story that made me really sad, I showed it to !@#$%! I think.

Here it is.

http://www.sonicyouth.com/gossip/sho...ighlight=angel

yeah, ijust write sentences on scraps ofpaper i have shoved eveyywhere. i pronably have a full book fi i could get them all in one place.

those lie in the line of goodness and suckness.

i have mostly scenes, some of them are a bit depressing to me, remind me of specific people and specific feelings.

victor- didnt i send you one?

I think you did a while back.