Yeah, I hate when they do that shit, so anyways, how have you been?

pretty meh. i got some clothes shopping done for my trip earlier this week, and today practiced "stairway to heaven" for drum camp. you?

Nothing, just work, and homework, and spending the night at lover boy, and relxing whenever I can. Also doing some reading in between.

cool. what are you reading?

Pablo Neruda, it is his bio book. I really love this poet, he is just amazing. I want to start reading contemporary authors, but feel so lost, as to what is good.

ooh, sounds interesting.

there's this author tao lin who's really good. and even though i've said a lot about it before, special topics in calamity physics is an amazing book.

I will check that out. Don't you feel like when you go into the bookstore, most authors in the shelf suck?

yep. the back will be interesting or the title but i'll flip (i always go to page 73 and if it's good i'll buy it) through and bleh.

What works for me is the introduction, if that doesn't get me, I won't get it.

yeah, i check that too. i need to be grabbed by the first sentence or else there's just no love.

Fuck, dudes, I've been busy with exams and shit. Last day Monday! SCORE! I got some major issuez right now, however. Someone console me.

Yeah, wow I am getting sleepy, I am going to head out, since I need to be up at four in the morning to be t work, at five in the morning, well take care Jade.

later, victor :) sweet dreams.

steve! what's up?

Night, Victa'.

Madam Jad *nod*.
Well, as you could easily guess based on my bi-monthly problems... of course, it's girl trubblez.

ah. explain.

Sorry.. almost fell asleep there haha
Well, to over-simplify, and sound like a total cunt, I'm kind of ... bored.. .with my girlfriend. It's got a little dry, and I haven't seen her in weeks... and that doesn't bother me. To add to that, I really like this girl I met a couple weeks ago, and she seems to like me, and she's really cool and fun to hang out with...
So, I feel really guilty and mean, and I'm going to get the whole guilt-trip treatment from friends for breaking up with my girlfriend... but I would be doing it regardless of this new girl.
Sounds about right.

hmm.

do what makes you happy. ignore the guilt trip.

I know it's shitty, but I don't see any use in pretending I'm still all into it, though... I mean, I don't want to bullshit her, that would be just as bad, if not worse, right?

Anyway... I'm so tired. Night, Jade!

there should be as little bullshit as possible, if any.

night :)

Hmmm, Good Morning. Finally, a weekend without homework, thank god!!!