Songs-> how you feel.
 

At this moment, can you think of any songs that seem to know exactly what yr going through or feeling?
I'm making this thread because I was reading Xiu Xiu lyrics (common practise in dmeloncholic moods of mine) and I read Bunny Gamer's lyrics. It's disgusting how much it seems to be written in my exact perspective... ie, I am pretty much in love with this girl, and I thought she liked me too, but it turns out she doesn't, and she was sort of hinting towards liking me... then she told me she doesn't and does not want a relationship... fuck... so right now I feel like utter shit, barely know what to think, say, do...

It feels retarded, I want you to like me
Will you be there tonight?
Do you mean it when you say what you say?
Fixing up my hair,
I want to impress you
Today and everyday,
Okay, okay okay, okay

So what do you want?
I want to be careless too
So much waiting, so much sitting alone
When you say what you say,
It's not what I thought, it's really nothing at all
I'm not who you want,
Alright, alright alright, alright

Bunny gamer, stand up, bunny gamer, Where have you been all of my life?
Bunny gamer, take me with you,
Okay, okay okay, okay
Bunny gamer, sit down, bunny gamer,
Where have you been all night?
Bunny gamer, leave me alone,
Alright, alright alright, alright

I don't like The Smashing Pumpkins that much anymore but this song stays fantastic.

You know I'm not dead
You know I'm, you know I'm not dead
You know I'm not dead
Now you know
Where I've been
As you sleep
Torn I am
Weighted down
Patiently
Worn as hope

You know I'm, you know I'm not dead
I'm just living in my head
Forever waiting
On the ways of your desire
You always find a way
And through it all
Into us all you move
Forgotten touch
Forbidden thought
We can never have enough

You know I'm not dead
You know I'm, you know I'm not dead
You know I'm not dead
Far below
The creatures scream
Stranglehold
A god machine
Begging to
Tear us out
Born of love

You know I'm, you know I'm not dead
I'm just the tears inside your head
Forever waiting
On the ways of your desire
You always find a way
And through it all
Into us all you move
Forgotten touch
Forbidden thought
We can never have enough
You know I'm not dead

We all want to hold in the everlasting gaze
Enchanted in the rapture of his sentimental sway
But underneath the wheels lie the skulls of every COG
The fickle fascination of an everlasting god
You know I'm not dead
I'm just living in my head
Forever waiting
Forever waiting on cruel death
You know I'm not dead
I'm just living for myself
Forever waiting...
You know I'm not dead
You know I'm not dead
You know I'm not dead
You know I'm not dead

Artists Only - Talking Heads

Xiu Xiu - Hives Hives.

I don't have HIV but that song makes me cry. I couldn't stop tearing up when they played it live. The kind of horror of being gay and being very seceptable to HIV and the wanting to die that goes along with being gay and stuff hits me very very close to home.

les savy fav- yawn yawn yawn

" take deep breaths to wait sweet seconds
the late day beckons
the late day beckons
and if you save it it'll slip away
spend seven nights by saturday
yawn yawn yawn
we're all but gone
if we get lucky
we'll be dead by dawn "

there are times when i go running.. and all i can think while i'm doing it is how afraid i am of there being one night where i will just be running and running and be gone. not gone as in.. hit by a car, or something, but it's hard to explain.

God, you lucky bastard. Hearing Hives Hives makes me utterly devastated... many XX songs do. I have also been feeling really shitty lately and don't really want to live right now...

steve- i feel the same.

:(
I wish I had no emotions right now. God, I wish it was last week more than anything in the world, actually.

i really wish it was last school year. this year's been ok, in some areas (band, mostly, and my gymnastics getting in gear), but yeah. no emotions would be nice.

i just put on bunny gamer. god. i feel really alive listening to it. i don't know why.

...right now Bunny Gamer would be the first song to drive me to tears for a while...

one song that always makes me smile when i feel horrible is "jump". for reals. crank some halen, my dear friend.

This year has been good up until this week, although I'm very glad to have met this girl, as much as I hate it right now... She's such an awesome person...

aahaha, no way man. I believe it was Bob Dylan once said "van Halen can lick my fucking nuts, bro."

i said this to every-e earlier: you never know how things work out.

this year was going really well until my grandma passed. it's been nearly two months (sep 9) and i doubt i'll really get over it anytime soon.

no way! "jump" is one of the best motherfucking songs ever.

1) I wish you could sometimes, so hard...

2) That's a bummer man... my situation isn't that drastic... just problems with love and all that suck ass...

3) I beg to differ! C'moooon!

i do too. i'm really afraid of how this year and next will play out.

i don't know, love is pretty drastic. i have a few problems in that area myself.

as do i! it's LEET.

Yes.. I have a few minor worries, but mainly I'm just shaken up by this whole stupid fucking mess. It isn't even that bad, you know? Just... I honestly feel like I am in love with this human, which I have never really felt or thought before... and she kinda like... lead me on, but I suppose it didn't mean as much as I thought.. "just friends" is the worst phrase ever invented...

I eagerly await the day I forget about this...

hmm, yeah.

i'm sorry i don't really know what to say. but that's lame, the leading on. people need to say/act what and how they damn well mean to.

Agreed. (it's cool, I'm done).

My little crew was really pissed-off at this one dude in the crew... he ditched us at lunch a few times to go smoke pot... he showed up for the show (mentioned in..the SY thread a second ago I think) and everytihng was like.. back to it's cool, normal self. At least something's alright.

my little crew is interesting. i just sit with my closer friends and a few of their friends in the band room, while the group of girls that hate me and are friends with some of my friends sit across the room. it's so weird. they talk about me and pretend i don't notice.

Bitches. Our crue has expanded to include three new members this year. We are now a seven-piece (now including 2/3 of my best friends band and the girl I like[d?].) We just sit in this sort of cubby under the stairs. Lately there has been these fucking grade nine twats coming arounding, being annoying attention-craving bitches/cunts/assholes, making a fucking mess of the place.

haha. beat them up. you and said girl could connect. those are just the worst, when they make a mess. i hate cleaning up after people in the band room that just crumble up music and leave it on the floor. and i also loathe the assholes that never put mallets back where they should go.

we have.. six or seven at lunch, depending on the day.

Yeh. Sometimes the one dude I mentioned doesn't show up. Whatever. But said grade nines have since dropped a cup of yogurt and a cream cheese bagel, making a big fucking mess on the floor beside the cubby, and are always leaving junkfood wrappers and shit on the floor. FUCK OFF, PRICKS.

that's just gross. i hate when people waste food so much.

the good radio station is playing nothing but covers all weekend long. they played some sweet sweet stuff tonight. i want to put it on, but eh. i'm afraid of waking up my brother.

I hate when they waste food, but also when they waste food with intent to be assholes (yogurt is still not cleaned up, it was dropped on Monday, I think...)and get others in trouble. Fuck people.

THESE DAYS - Nico

I've been out walking
I don't do too much talking
These days, these days.
These days I seem to think a lot
About the things that I forgot to do
And all the times I had the chance to.

I've stopped my rambling,
I don't do too much gambling
These days, these days.
These days I seem to think about
How all the changes came about my ways
And I wonder if I'll see another highway.

I had a lover,
I don't think I'll risk another
These days, these days.
And if I seem to be afraid
To live the life that I have made in song
It's just that I've been losing so long.
La la la la la, la la.

I've stopped my dreaming,
I won't do too much scheming
These days, these days.
These days I sit on corner stones
And count the time in quarter tones to ten.
Please don't confront me with my failures,
I had not forgotten them.

i love that song, nomowish. those last three lines of the first verse stick with me. there's so much stuff that i wish i could have done or be doing right now.

Amen... The first verse is me, unfortunately. But fortunately I'm young enough to rectify shit. Being insecure is so wack.

UNWOUND ALL SOULS DAY. thats it.

The song "Fuckin' Shit" by Sockeye really resonates with me a lot of times. The tedium of office work, schlepping for lobbyist clients, getting hungry at 10:00 when everything closes, working at the pace of unreliable and slow people, avoiding car accidents with cellphone yappers, halter-top hoochies drunkenly screaming past my window on their march back from the bars....

"It's all just
fuckin fuckin fuckin fuckin shit!
It's all just
fuckin fuckin fuckin fuckin fuckin shit!!"

Also, "X Amount of Grief" by the Child Molesters...

"Wastin' my days for a nickel a minute
With a buncha morons that I can't stand...
...Fighting traffic, fighting you
Doesn't matter what I do...
...X amount of grief
Just to get something done
X amount of grief
Living life on the run
X amount of grief
Gotta get some relief!"