last night had a strange experience
 

a second time that this happend
thinks of unexpected nature

now i have my thought about it
and i rather not say why that is

too much complex thinking
not for young people

who are already easely oppressed

no i don't support that
neither nature

Awww come on. You tell us something happened, but now you don't want to tell us. I understand....but....COME ON!

last night i saw my 2 best mates after some days that seemed an eternity -but a super nice one- to me and i was talking to them and they asked are you drunk? i wasnt. i was bit fuzzy from long trip and an our ears hurt damned pressure flight. anyhoo..it hit me when i left: they both seemed darn beautiful to me as they were both on the couch and i was standing up.
need to not forget to tell them that.

c'mon what?

just scared, shoqued and everthing
isn't that normal from all the bad news

was in a panic, started to scream and shout
didn't want to live
had to let my expression go

fear, unrest sensitivity
no fun

how do you want me to explain it

Next time you want to scream and shout, you should twist and shout instead. It'll make you feel better.

Fear is the little_death that brings total obliteration.

that is ok
i have to let go of my fears

let go of everthing

Are you out of devilweed?
Do you need a magickspell?

My rates are quite reasonable.

Stop this madness and bring back the gastthreezero we know.

I would be interested in a case study on the effects of cosmic background radiation increases vs. incidents of soulcrushing depression.

i would love to
needed some time
to let out

it's difficult
in mood broken days i had

take good care
i stay peace with the youth
i know
i been in difficult times in my youth
so i'm a friend for those
i'm a friend of the youth

and would like to spend time with them
all my friends

Uhhh Gast. plug inyer joystick. Yes. Do it.



What games are you trying to play? What programs are you using to play old arcade games?

i plugged in my joystick
it didn't work

I am not sure exactly what happened to you but it is a sign that you're very alive. If you feel small or oppressed as a person,

also remember that the whole sayings and beliefs that you are a person was created by scientists. You are really the planet itself, the whole thing is itself, but also experiencing itself from many sets of perspectives. If this doesn't make sense (I know there is a small language barrier) just ask me, you have helped me a lot with your creativity. i don't want you to feel bad like this!

yes that is sometimes how i feel

like fears comes and go

sometimes i want to get away from here
and live somewhere else

leave everthing behind

I find it hard to stay in one place too long.

I've lived quite a few different places. People who live in one place all their lives perplex me. The permanence is something I cannot relate to.

Flux.

i cant because i don't have money
so i have to live alternative

fun or no fun
i turn my back to the past
i'm not 70 or 80 years
there is a new world

Now my turn for swami_teachings.

The first step you must take on the road to ANYWHERE, gastthreezero, is to stop saying you "can't".

If the primates of seasons past stuck to that thought, insects would now rule the world.

They don't?!

Gast, you never answered this.

i go to a website where they free arcade games
play 1942 airplain games
and some other games that are available for free

this site's pretty kool for old skool spectrum games....

http://www.zxspectrum.net/

cool

I see. I don't think yer arcade stick is going to work on a browser games. You need to use an emulator. It'll work for those games.

it was, 'was'
like this

had a good time before i strated to work
then i started working
doing my best for many months

a few weeks ago
news came that a child was dissapeard in the supermarket next door
found it scary
looked it up on the tv stations website
found nothing
reasked
what it was about

' the mother forgot the child at his home'

and that brought me out of everthing
was abnormal for a week or so

ok that is what happend

and now i'm more clear
think caused alot of turning eyes with people
who have seen me
they probably think
i lost my mind
and stuff

wich i can understand

going to calm down a few days