i feel burnt out.
 

i do.

funny, i do too.

and you-- from what?

just in general. i think i'm still in need of sleep/food. i'm kinda tired of everything.

Count me in. What are you both burnt out from?

I smoked Nakhla and a cuban cigar for 2 hours last night and drank, and I still feel too relaxed.

oh. im burnt out from work/home obligations, things that seem to never end, books that need stacking, frames that need hanging, bills that need paying & projects that need getting finished. there is so much crap to do that when i want to do 1 i can't stop thinking about the other 20 that need doing, and what should i do first, blah blah blah.

i need a fucking vacation. of course this means i'd come back to an even bigger backlog of shit that needs doing, plus a smaller bank account. :(

grrrr.......... :D

!@#$%!- yikes. it's like when school's in high gear and i have all my assignments i get overwhelmed because i have no idea what to tackle first.

rob-i haven't had a drink in two weeks, other than cider on the fourth of july.

yes. i had a talk w/ madame & we're gonna simplify our complicated life. too much shit to take care of.

about the booze-- good for you-- go jade!

simplifying is awesome.

thank you :)

I feel burnt out, for having several relapses this week, after doing good for several weeks. Also remembering my childhood, ah what a pain.

same feeling, different reasons.

dude you been studying forever. read hesse's "beneath the wheels"-- or i dont know the translation. in spanish "bajo las ruedas"-- in portuguese?

what do you mean i've been stusying forever?

in portuguese, "por baixo das rodas" mas isto é se for uma tradução à letra...

oh i thought high school and now your university exams-- or no?

anyway i gotta go but that was a fun (depressing) book to read about this kid who's made to study all his life and he just wants to go fishing.

we dont do admission exams here (generally speaking... i mean, we do them but they are the same as highschool final exams). it's been raining that's what, no beach, no sun, no fun.

So do I. Why? Because it's Sunday. IT'S THAT SUNDAY FEELING. It will go soon children.

I had a friend who died
For something he really loved
I had a friend who stood
For none of the above
I had a friend whose experience
Was riddled with scars
Who got drunk one night
In the trunk of louie p.'s car
I had a friend who'd love to scare you
As was his affection
And tremble you did
'cause you weren't worthy of his friendship
I had a friend, but now
He's stranded on the mesa street exit
And sometimes i'm jealous
'cause i'm still at the intersection
I had a friend whose heart was too heavy to hold
Yes there's blood on the median
Like a boat without oars

i need a bath and some sleep, i really need.

and a drink

and some aspirins

and a cigarrette

Fuck all you guys, I feel great.

Seconded!

no no, fuck YOU, nerd.


you're spared. i like you better.