i feel like shit...
 

that's all...
don't need help just writing
i love to write
u don't know me and it helps me...

it's all that cocaine and czech ska

Czech ska? I don't know it would be such a hype in Poland.

Oh, for fuck's sake!

check kegmama's reggae thread

beat me to the punch

there should be a direct competition between cantankerous and evolontko to see who is the most unhappy and feels the worse.

that's very
compelling

i'm inspired to write a poem
so here it is, it's automatic writing so forgive the few disappointing bits:

" Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life"


wow that was deep

oh snap.

what is it with all the unhapppyyy people on here. it makes me sad. yesterday i felt supremely happy for the first time in ages, and it was seriously worth struggling through lots of shitty times to get there.

probably :)

i'm not unhappy, i'm fairly even keeled.

Ah come on everybody, cut people some slack.

Please don't use that tone or I get sad.

I think this thread has just gone full circle

Every time I'm walkin on down the street
Some pretty woman start breaking down on me
Stop breaking down, please stop breaking down...