so...
 

... i am going to do my second year over again.

and i'm not even pissed about it.

my teachers and i decided that i need a bit more time to get to the third (and final year for a bachelor's degree). this way it's more an extra year instead of doing it again. i'm just going to make sure i pass all my theory exams now, so i can spend the whole next school year focusing on my drawing work.

What are you getting a degree in?

Something difficult and worthy, I'm sure. I'd expect nothing less from the mighty ploesj.

illustration.

i was going to send you a picture of my boobs but you can forget about that now.

oh, go on. please?

hahaha

bah, you could still send it to someone else though.
like, for instance huh me.

WHAT IS THIS NONSENSE??!

you require more schooling to make yr art better?

I seem to recall yr art being fine just how it is.

I'm glad that you feel ok about it; I would be outraged at this obvious slap in the face!

i don't think so.

i failed my year, no need to whore myself out too ;-)

well....if you don't charge....

no no not whore
just the boobs please

actually even only one boob is enough , i can photoshop to get the full idea of what we've got here.

uh i agree with them, the things i have in my head are far more layered and less superficial than what i manage to get on paper... this is frustrating, makes me insecure about what i do, which leads to wrong choices. the work i make in my spare time has far more experimenting and some sort of freedom over it, since i don't have to explain it to anyone. i have to get the confidence to stand up for what i think is good, and then things will turn out fine.

my mother wants me to start singing or acting again, to 'boost the confidence'

You'll note that the offending post has been amended.

My pm facility is now set to maximum boob acceptance. Away you go.

oh, it makes sense now.

tadaah.

i did photoshop someone else's face on it, in case my dad would read this forum.

I liked yr book a lot (especially the scarey owls...I love scarey owls), so I'm not really sure what yr talking about!

I can only hope that this decision is being made by someone with a good eye for raw talent. maybe being pushed will make yr stuff even better (although, again, I think it's great right now).

I would also like to go on the record as stating that I am the only one not hasseling you for pictures of yr boobs, so, if one happens to land in my pm box, it would be more well deserved than, say, if you had sent it to demonrail instead. just sayin'. no pressure.

mmmm thx that's what i thought: really nice eyes.:o

yeah. arent those fake lashes great?