I've just watched every movie that's ever interested me, heard every band, read every book, taken every drug, played every video game, done every sex-act, etc... Nothing has really ever made me happy -- well, a few things, certainly -- but I just feel like I've done so much so quickly and there's just nothing left to look forward to. I mean, there's going to be some cool shit I'll find out from now until the final days.. but not much... the past year, besides listening to techno and electroacoustic improv, I've sat silently in my room for the most part.
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