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Originally Posted by swann
you know, there's nothing wrong with exploring your sexuality, my gf knows i have a kinky side and she's cool with it. but there's some things that you should just not share with your partner for the sake of a healthy relationship, for example, i'm sure there are times when my gf has had lesbian fantasies, i mean this is normal, i asked her once and she said she didn't but you know, everybody has gay fantasies once in a while. i mean its a healthy part of your sexual identity. sometimes when my gf isn't there i like to explore this side of my multifaceted sexual animus. ok, perhaps i don't tell her about it, perhaps i don't tell anyone about it, still it's nothing to be ashamed of really. yeah, its perhaps a little bi. but im sure everyone has their ways of purging their dirty side for the sake of a healthier heterosexual relationship. i mean when it comes down to it i do it because i love HER. not just for me. i do it to get those urges out of my system so i can be a better partner for HER. i'm prepared to go that far for her, if i was really gay i wouldn't. it proves im not gay. not that there's anything wrong with being gay, i'm no homophobe, in fact i hate that shit, intolerance of all sorts is the greatest evil in my view.
so so what if, when she's gone for the night i like to jerk off until i've filled a cup full of cum. then i like to take a dump, a fresh steamer, i usually do it on a plate in the bathroom (the doors locked of course, just in case anyone should come home early, and the curtains are closed). now it can't just be any dump, it has to be shaped like a penis, at least as close as it can be. then i like to get it and start sucking it off like it were a dick. and while i'm doing so i use my other hand to jerk off and finger my asshole. whenever i release my mouth from the turd i like to shout things like: "OH YEAH! I'M JUST YOUR DIRTY LITTLE SLUT! OH GOD YOUR COCK IS SO GOOD, I JUST WANT TO FEEL IT INSIDE MY THROAT! OH YES I LOVE THE TASTE OF YOUR THICK JUICY DICK!" but i mean, its just for theatrics, it doesn't mean anything. i'm just being ironic, but i guess not everyone is cool enough to get that. whatever.
anyway, whenever i'm about to climax, i take the cup of semen and pour it on the turd as if the turddick had just cum, and i just consume the whole messy thing, and i don't let myself climax until its all gone. then after the last swallow i blow my load.
usually after that intense purge of all my homo demons i can polish off the entire bottle of JD in a few swigs. then it's off to the shower to curl up in the foetal position on the floor, teeth chattering in the cold water, shivering, with glazed dead eyes staring into space, rocking from side to side singing "london bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down, london bridge is falling down, my fair lady."
i mean, it's not like i'm gay or anything. i do it because i love her. i chose to release my pent up feelings in a constructive way. and i really don't care about people judging me. because its a private thing. so whatever. i'm confident in my sexuality.
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