If none exist than I have lost nothing. I have gained a lifetime of good intentions and love. If I believe in nothing I have lost all of existance there is no meaning and I should not care for anything but me. This leads to a life of selfishness and hate towards others for me. The only things that really make me happy are
1. pills (i am honest I know this still workin it out)
2. making someone else happy
I could give a fuck less about anything else. I lost my $3000 engagement ring yesterday and I was more concerned about it hurting my husband's feelings than the stupid ring. I dont care about that object as much as I care about him.
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