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Basically whenever it's warm and sunny I react very badly to it. I get bad headaches, I feel sick and most horribly, I get majorly depressed. Like so apathetic and hopeless. This only ever happens during the day when the sun is out.
Today was a very Summer day and I felt so horrible that I ended up crying. When the night dawned I felt a little better and managed to write some guitar parts (which I would never be motivated to do while feeling the way I did). My summer break this year is nearly 4 months and I don't know how I will survive it all, I'm DREADING having so much spare time with the weather like this, I'm nearly breaking down thinking about it. It was probably worse than usual today because I was in my house myself the whole day - all my friends are away somewhere - but I'm wondering, am I talking shit or this something that other people experience? This is not my imagination or an exaggeration.
I said to my parents about it but they just said I was a weirdo and shrugged it off. I'm not sure what I want out of this since none of you are doctors (except diesel) but I was just wondering what your thoughts were..
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