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The funny thing is, I feel more creative than ever, I have the ideas for about 100 movies and albums, I feel like I'm really good at guitar, like I feel about a billion times more creative than ever... I've been filming myself every day, I hgave been filming the birth of flowers, you can see timelapse of a plower being flanted and it blooming if I ever do anything with this material. I just don't have the energy to actually do anything with those creative impulses, I don't have the energy to put it all together.
I dunno. It won't always be like this. I am being... not... optimistic. But realistic. I always have been. And I always will be.
This isn't the end of my life or anything. Life sucks then life rules, repeat. It happens.
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