i think about cocaine ALL THE TIME
im just sitting there "damn i need to go skiing"
even the fantasy of it is highly pleasurable.
it constricts the brains vascular nerves, permanently. its one of those "your life is permanently fucked welcome to in and out of the psych ward until its in and never out of the grave."
i know ive beaten it, and wont do it ever again, but DAMN is it appealing
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