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i still have issues with my grandmother's passing.
it was the loss of pure love.
i wrote a story back then, the only thing i have ever written, but i still dont feel comfortable to read it again or share it.
my mourning her, got a pause 4 months later, when my best friend's sister got sick. that is the other loss that traumatized us all.
i ve been near diseases and death since my 14. somehow it has spared my close family so far - i mean my parents. but to be honest, i dont handle that well anymore people getting sick and die. i mean, it doesnt show, but inside i dont handle it well.
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