" i wish more friendships/relationships were as fruitful as ours. i feel like we're really good for each other. i really appreciate the constant support, companionship, and overall sense of warmth. it really means a lot to me, derek. i've spent the past few months extremely sick. i don't want to be too depressing, but i often wonder when i go to sleep, if i'm going to wake up. i've been really really sick. i've been hiding it from family and friends, as much as i can, but it has interfered with my work, my art, etc..."
christ
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