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Originally Posted by pepper_green
Weird! I remember enjoying music better when I wasn't getting no pussy....like early 20's. I was kinda shy and too excited around women. music was the substitute. I know im the shit now. I can make it flip do cartwheels and pee. blew my mind. I also leave my socks on. it makes me get up all in that freaker. all in dat shit.
oh, trust me. there are sexual experiences that you might not enjoy after the fact. different from me to you but, everyone has one.
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I was kind of a slut when I was in my late teens and early '20s. I was also kind of a jerk to women for a while, and took myself way too seriously as a musician and academic, so I got a crazy amount of puss from a lot of intellectually and socially insecure girls.
Then I fell in love with someone and she pretty much fucked that up by treating me like I'd treated other women. And she kept me around for a while too. Kinda toying with me.
So music was either inspiration to imagine a better kind of relationship or it was a salve for an ego covered in third degree burns. I listened to so. much. perfect from now on. in those years.
And yeah, I know why it feels like to regret a sexual encounter. To be left feeling empty but wanting to vomit. But the those feelings never really take hold until *after* the fact. It was always tons of fun *during*
One thing I love about getting older is being in a long term, mature relationship, and not being subject to the rollercoaster ups and downs of sexual emergence.
But I got hella play from like 15-26.
