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getting the flu or a sinus infection helps turn me off from cigs. it doesn't work of course because I always get well, dealing with stress and the real world and assholes and things. the humility you feel for life after sickness doesn't cure that nicfit for long, I just got over an infection because Ga has extreme up and down weather. 70's one day then 30's then next. springtime in three weeks will be havoc on me.
god knows how many cigarettes I've smoked or weed every night. my income comes from mostly hard working construction/sub contracting work. some guys are straight as an angel and then others are addicts to it all. construction scared me at 18 but now I understand it and can relate to all those tough rednecks because they aren't as tough as I thought. I framed my first building/barn a couple of months ago as a non licensed free contractor for a friend as I started out as a flooring man. the only thing holding me back is a class on lead based paint. but, as I stated and proved, I can be, just like everyone else, a free, free contractor. clean cut and charging what I want by the hour while subbing important renovations to others.
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