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Originally Posted by A Thousand Threads

fuck it all...

- about to lose my job... take away food is the worst kind of food
- sweet, sweet reka... former cello player of our band, decided to end her ongoing strugglings. Fare thee well miss carousel, RIP space cadet. Here's to a Nam June Paik afterworld for you!
- so far had 21 gigs cancelled
- breaking up with my girlfriend in slow mo... or so it seems
- my mom keeps turning more and more psychotic, while taking care for sick and old relatives

am i stuck in a Townes Van Zandt song?

OH FUCK.

when it rains it fucking pours. hang in there chef. so sorry about your friend, family, projects.

but you got this. you’ve got talent, and skills, and good looks hahaahaaa, and you’ll come out of this strong. it just... takes a fucklot of patience... yeah.

also, there’s worse food than take away food... you should try the processed american crap i’ve been eating... you’d laugh or cry or both. yesterday i ate beef stew from a can that better people than me have used to feed their dogs. but hey, it has 25g protein per can.

 

(although i think the meatball is made from lungmeat or something)

but anyway, that’s life during wartime, our grandparents & their grandparents had it much worse. we just gotta do our part. better on the sofa than in the trenches.

hang in there... life comes back after winter. this is just an extra-long one.