felt good at band camp save for the 20 minutes i thought i was going to pass out.
felt shitty in the half-hour between going home and party
felt excellent at my brother's birthday party + dessert
feel just ok now.
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fuck i'm frustrated, freaking out something fierce, would you help me? i'm hungry and i stuffer and i startle, i struggle and i stammer til i'm up to my ears in miserable quote unquote "art"
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