I can be pretty manipulative and calculating at times, and this has become even more apparent to me ever since I started working at my new job. Sometimes it backfires on me. For instance, I've managed to get on just about everybody's good side at my job, but in the process some of these people have really come to like me, and I have to wonder how much. I feel odd leading people on, though I would feel worse if I had ever been dishonest, which I don't think I have been, technically. My coworkers are basically the only people I hang around now, and it's only because I work with them. If I had met them outside of work, I highly doubt I would've thought twice about any of them.
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"I sweat like a fucking nun on Sunday...I don't even know what that means."
- Sebastian Bach
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