Oh, and to stay on topic:
How can someone ever get to know you if you are forever changing and evolving?
I don't try to understand anyone, I just take in what they put out there for me, never what's inside.
I guess, in a way, I feel the way about a person the way they want me to feel about them.
If they want me to love them or care for them, then they will act a certain way towards me.
If they want me to hate them, they will act a certain way towards me, and so on.
What they let out from their mind into the real world is the only thing I know is real.
I don't really care for what's inside of anyones mind, all I care is about myself and getting to know myself better, because i'm the only one who will ever know what it is like to be me.
etc.
hope I was of some help(and/or at least made some sense?), julian
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