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i know it may sound very youngish and immature of me (maybe) and yes i am 20, but this is the first time i have been away for home for so long with the idea that i wont be going back any time soon
its only just hit me tonight after my mom sent a msg to say she loved me
i often dreaded leaving home because i never wanted to leave my mom alone with just my dad, because he doesn't talk much and can be a downer and i was often there for my mom to relax and have pleasurable conversations with
i hope she is doing alright
i also miss the simple conversations with my brother and sitting up late with him watching silly things on t.v
i understand it is time for me to leave the nest but i am human and i just feel a little sad tonight
ignore this thread if you must, i jsut needed to write down my thoughts
thanks
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