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Originally Posted by spectraljulianisnotdead
My sister's effort my sister has put into her art has gone down, and so has the quality.
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& your excuse for the lack of effort you put into this sentence is what? "my sister...my sister..."
joshing aside, i know what you mean, at least about the artwork, that is. i noticed early on that my art was much better if i didn't smoke beforehand. i don't paint anymore because my life's work was destroyed in a fire reducing me to a mere shell of my former self, unfortunately. as for music though, the more fucked-up i am the better. when i am on harder drugs, the music pours out of me from places that are a mystery to me.
and pot wasn't a "gateway drug" for me at all. I first started smoking pot at age 13 in seventh grade, became a chronic daily smoker at age 20 or so, & I didn't even try cocaine until i was 27 years old after it being offered to me countless times in countless situations. I only took up that crutch after my heart was broken by a woman (not av) that turned out to be a typical female who only cared about herself & finding a bigger & better deal. I still love her though & no woman has measured up since. Before this young lady (initials LDC) I always went from one steady girlfriend (& relationships lasting at least 2 years each) to the next; after this woman, i've had like twenty girlfriends & the relationship never lasts very long at all. I try. believe me, i try. i'm no jealous guy. i listen. i care. they have all been users & losers.