I used to love coming up with silly ideas to do with my body after I died. But its easy to forget what your family and friends must be feeling when they see your now still corpse. I know death still affects me when I see it. While I seem to be more stoic about my own death, the death of others is immediately painful to me. I wouldn't want to aggitate my family even more with such post-existential fancies. So I care to an extent as I look forward to it now.
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