[lucyrulesok]

yeah i guess there is a need for a balance between changing things that need to be changed (like living a healthier lifestyle and such) and accepting things that just are.

i don't think i need therapy. or maybe i do, but i don't think that i would be taken seriously enough, and i can't afford to go private for it. sonic youth fans are my therapist.

i do try and think constructively whenever i get into a state, i write a lot of personal reflection type stuff which can be really helpful, but at the end of the day i feel i need some objectivity so i can look at my life without all my stupid hangups in the way and sort out whats good and whats not.