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I'm appreciating this . It's odd because lately I was seeing clearly at how I gravitate towards to negatives in life . I figured it was becuase of a fear of being had . A fear of being fooled . A default .
I dont know . He was suppoesd to out live Jimmy Page, okay ? He really was . That was the guy he was supposed to out-duel some time . And he would have .
So I'm really trying to find some positives here. It's heavy boots . I dont know what to do or say .
Hed always try to walk me along the streets with me at the left because "back in the old days garbage would fall over the roofs onto the streets" and if I was positioned on the right then it would fall on him and take it for me .
Eventualy I heard that if you walk your daughter on the right it meant I am a hooker .
And on weekends me and my brother would sit with him while he played for extra change at the liquor store . I know we got him xtra points for children and all but it was nice to be apart of the action . He couldnt live without his Extra Old Stock and thats what took him down .
One beer in his hand , a joiint in the other .
I miss old-time things like that . Nothing I do these days seems to mean anything .Nothing anybody says has nothing to do with anything .
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