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\When it comes out without your "permission" then of course its fulfilling .
My anger arises when there are those seconds and you second guess . Second guesses mean infinite seconds of infinite edges proposing infinite alternatives to what might have actually organically sprung up .
This is of course an entirely out of touch look at ones own feelings and impulses .
.............i have found at many different instances that thinking at half mast provides the best results .
feeling at half mast .
not totally in control ,
and not totally in fates hands .
You know , that balance .
It's hard .
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