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stupid corporate slavery self hate bullshit argh the months i have wasted with nothing else on my mind but cigs and how i should quit them and finding excuses to keep smoking them and overriding my own judgement and giving into the inevitability of going to buy them. its fucking stupid.
i used to think they were so punk rock and cool. when i smoked my first one at age 13 it was a pretty fuckin exciting thing. and i still have desire for them constantly.
but when i look back on the time ive wasted smoking, and all the other shit i coulda been doing its overwhelmingly sad/pathetic.
fuck cigs forever.
spending time giving into such a basic stupid desire is pissing me off.
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