i won't get out of bed in the morning if its 7.01, i have to wait untill 7.05, but then if i fall asleep and wake up at 7.06 i have to wait untill 7.10. it goes on like that.
im also a neat freak, everything has to be in its correct place or i can't concentrait or do anything or sleep.
i used to be alot worse, whn i was 11 i had an actual proper OCD, everything had to be equil, so if i did something on one side of my body liked waved my arm in the air i had to do it on the other side so that i would be equil.
that was fucking annoying, but i couldent stop doing it. i still do it sometimes, like if i tap one foot on the floor 4 times i do it with the other one too, or if i turn around in one direction i will turn around back in the other direction after so that it is equil. im no way near as bad as i was though.
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