[phoenix]

to break up with someone?

noted, my decisions on my personal life do not lie in the hands of sonic youth community board members.

Its more of a D&M conversation that I just can't have with anyone right now, about a person that none of the friends I used to have would ever want to talk about in the first place. So Im having the talk here. No, right now I dont really have any friends to share it with. The only person close to me whom I have any real closeness to, is feeling less and less like the person I want to be around for.. always.


how many times do you keep trying?

how many times do you think.. no really.. Im done... and then wake up and it's alright, for a while... and repeat.?

how many times do you "breakup" before you actually stop breaking up and just leave?

How long do you.. let yourself feel sad and pushed down and act so unlike what is true to your heart and soul and personality, just so you don't make waves?

meh.