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Oh crap - breaking up and finishing a relationship has never been a wildly pleasant affair in my experience. I've tried in certain situations to make something work, because a part of me still wants to be with that person the way that I used to experience them & feel about them in the better times. I also end of denying the reality of the situation, in that the relationship is no longer working or going anywhere, until I finally have to man up and deal with it. My heart and feelings may be in the "right" place, but my sense of what's really going on usually isn't...The situation is resolved in that the relationship ends fully, and I end up feeling alternately sad and angry about the whole thing.
No advice from me on this, but what you say certainly resonates with me to a degree. Only you know your true feelings on this, and only you know what you need to do to ensure your own happiness, and to allow yourself to be really you....
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