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yeah, damn it.
on topic: listen to that advice, fucking take it, don't ask why (not that it's so hard to explain why), just take it as it comes, BELIEVE IT. and probably the saddest part is jail isn't the worst part... maybe even your gf ODing on isn't the worst part (go figure!)
there is ALWAYS a worst part, just behind the corner... in general heroin simply makes you infinitely, endlessly, extremely, gradually unhappy (unhappy, unfortunate, miserable, wretched, woeful, woebegone; unlucky, luckless; inauspicious; ill-fated, ill-starred; miserable... i'm not sure if the right word is around to recreate & explain that to you, guys).
there is so much i could talk about this subject... and...
at the same time i don't have anything to say at all. except it made me extremely miserable. you better don't experiment w/ yrself and plain believe that it leads to bullshit that makes you standart (sp?)
there's no chic or any excitement over junk. at least over junky lifestyle.
yeah I could blahblah hours and hours over this topic.
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