Yeah man, unfortunately everyone he knew who used had just started, he didn't see the real effects. For me, he was the effect and my inspiration to never touch it. & though he had been clean, and I stood by him while he withdrew a few times, the shit came back to haunt him.
It's just some bad shit. I just needed to vent, sorry to drop this here, to you guys, but thanks for being so kind about it. And not saying, "duh", don't do that shit.
Sometimes life just isn't black and white.
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